To say this is just another low point in life would be an understatement. These few weeks have been great and terrible. I feel like I’m loosing. Changes are coming and they are coming way too fast. Yes. I waited and waited. Two years for these things to come but nothing. And now, out of nowhere. They’ve arrived. Consuming me. I am loosing. My dear possession. The competition. It’s no longer a fair trade. I have to give you up. Now I have nothing. As much as I want to be the bigger person. The one who does not feel. I cannot. I am emotional. I am flawed. I have greed. I have needs. I cannot stand here. Miserable.
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